I have to get this out . . .

As of Now

V1

I'm doing just fine

How about you

It seems like you moved on

Yes, I did too

I bet your wondering why

I dropped you do cold

I don't quite understand

How you don't know

B

Don't you remember the conversation we had

Nights before I dropped your heart from my hand

C

I wish we had a different ending

than we have now

Can we change this somehow

I know how we are now and our love can't work baby

I want to be wrapped in your arms eternally

But we can't work as of now

V2

Know that I love you

I will never forget you

But we're two different people

You know that's the truth

I know your intentions

can be kind and [so] sweet

But deep in your heart of hearts

You could never handle me

B

How could you not see the pattern of my actions

You know my desire, I wont force you to have it

C

T

Oh, I wish we had a chance

Oh, I won't change what I want

Oh, it's tearin' me up inside

Oh, Oh I wish we could have one more try

C(2x - ad lib.)

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I just needed to write this song to get some of my feelings out so I am not keeping them inside. A bunch of girls were talking about their relationships and my ex kept popping in my head. Plus we were watching a movie and it was all about second chances and I started to feel guilt about what I did (cutting him off). I know I needed to do it but my emotions were getting the best of me. SO, the only way I know how to help is to write a song about it. So that is what I did. It makes me feel better and it helps me get back on track!